What is that next leap you need to take?
Worry is worshipping the problem.
Waking up in a beautiful space, a hotel built on the antique ruins of a colonial structure in Antigua. Asking again how did I end up here.
It's funny how quickly we forget where we have come from or the miracles that were put in our path.
It doesn't take long at all for fear of the next leap to creep in. But if I have learned anything from my journey it's that everyone wants a miracle but no one wants a life that needs one.
We want comfort. We want stability but these are just a mirage, like heat rising from the pavement.
I keep a small neon orange card on my wall in my room, it has nothing pragmatic written on it, just a short sentence. "This is God's money" I was given that notecard with a financial gift when I first moved to LA and was quite literally living on a friend's couch.
It's my reminder of the miracles that are possible, that I never really was alone in the journey and that being "safe" doesn't pay out in the end.
Today was a writing day and got a lot of writing done.
I don’t know if I’ll use it for the next video yet but either way it’s always good to get my thoughts on paper.
Understand how I express myself and getting to see my raw emotions on paper is always good. You learn to understand yourself more and know how you feel inside.
It’s good to not keep things bottled up.
I like to reference back to my notes and see how I was feeling at a certain time.
I used to write in a notebook a lot but recently picked it up again and I’m glad I did.
I ran a 4:06 mile on the treadmill this morning and felt great at the gym.
I love pushing myself.
After that I got my 2nd tattoo which I will share with y’all soon!
It’s very meaningful to me just like the 1st one I got.
I’m excited to have another writing day tomorrow and focus on getting ready to drop our first video. 🎥: @flawlessfocusfilmz.#lovemeforme#liveyourlife#therealscottvwtravels#chiangmai#thailand#writing#notebooks#tattoo