Tu peux travailler dur, tu peux y mettre ton énergie, ton cœur, et ta tête, tu pourras... tu pourras te dévouer entièrement au sport qui anime tes rêves... mais si tu penses que tu ne mérites pas la vie, si tu penses que tu ne mérites pas de réussir, alors tu resteras là devant le miroir à avaler et à recracher ta haine.
Telling people that healing is just a matter of will is just a lie. It takes more than that when we know the calories better than ourselves. It takes time, work on ourselves. You don't ask a person with a broken leg to walk fast and normally. We too have something broken, and that requires self-love, respect for who we are and courage. To develop an eating disorder is not to wake up a morning and decide to stop eating, it'w not necessarily a 0 fat diet. But the thing in common is that we have the same look in the mirror, a distorted look of ourselves. The will is not what we lack, because we need a lot of courage to fight every day. But it is certainly the fear of failure, a fear to lose the reason.